Good Intensions

So I had good intensions of keeping this up....
Anyway, Curtis and I are getting ready to go on a 5 day cruise to Mexico the end of April. I'm getting really excited. This will be our first. In preparing for the big trip, I've decided that I should tan my body before we go so that I do not get burned. For the first time in my life, I have signed up for a month of tanning in the tanning bed. What fun!!! I've been 3 times and can tell a slight difference already. I'm so pale that I've only started out with 5 minutes. However, next visit I'm going to boost it up to 7 maybe 8. It is so peaceful and relaxing. There are these really cool little sun goggles you wear to protect your eyes and music plays at the head of the bed to relax you while you tan. Of course I worry about everything and each time I get out of the bed, I'm thinking, "Lord, please don't let me get cancer or have my eyes burn up." Then I think, well what will be, will be. I guess it's just as dangerous as me going on the cruise and getting a terrible sunburn. In the mean time, I'm going to stop worring and totally enjoy these sweet minutes of bliss in my nice warm bed, dreaming of sitting on a tropical island drinking a frosty beverage of choice.